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Journey to the Center of the Mind: A Psilocybin Trip Report
A first-person account of a high-dose psilocybin journey and the ego dissolution that followed.
Beneath the Milky Way: An Ayahuasca Vision
An ayahuasca ceremony under the stars, and the vision of the river that connects all things.
The Night the Stars Spoke: A Stargazing Experience
A sober stargazing experience that produced a non-ordinary state as profound as any medicine journey.
Meeting the Golden Figure: A DMT Encounter
A breakthrough DMT experience and an encounter with an entity that felt more real than real.
Three Days in the Desert: A Peyote Pilgrimage
A 3-day peyote ceremony in the desert and the long, slow teaching of the cactus medicine.
The Mirror Shattered: A LSD Trip Report
A high-dose LSD experience that shattered the mirror of self and took 6 months to integrate.
Conversations with the Cosmos: A Mushroom Journey
A moderate mushroom dose that became a conversation with the cosmos about the nature of time.
The Dissolution of Self: An Ibogaine Account
A 36-hour ibogaine experience and the long, slow encounter with the architecture of the self.
A Night of San Pedro: Cactus Medicine and the Heart
A San Pedro ceremony that opened the heart and taught the difference between feeling and emotion.
The Return: Integration After a 5-MeO-DMT Experience
A 5-MeO-DMT experience and the 18-month integration process that followed.